Anyway, it’s been two months. Two months of just going through the motion and chasing my dreams at the same time. In the last two months, I have taken some major steps towards a lifelong aspiration (sorry for being cryptic, I’m just really shy to reveal the details just yet), have resolved a career issue, have overcome a personal struggle, and have said goodbye to the longest running unrequited love in the history of mankind. So I guess this more or less explains my absence: the fact that the past two months were filled with events and non-events that I myself cannot even begin to narrate.
But all’s well that ends well. I feel that possibilities are now beginning to open up as I have this sense of being led. In fact the other day, I started to connect the dots of my life and found it wonderfully strange how even the tiniest most insignificant dots seem to have led to where I am now. And what’s even more wonderful is how they even have the potential to lead to something more.
I’m learning that as you get older, you become more open to life and to what it brings. My mom, who’s the wisest person I know often tells me that I should not be overly concerned with my future. I just have to live in the now and trust that the future will sort itself out. When I was younger and a little smug and all knowing, I used to think that her advice was a little irresponsible and outdated. Now I believe her a hundred percent. And the past two months, with all its random events and surprises, prove just how right she is all along.
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