It’s been a crazy month for me, both professionally and personally. I won’t go into details except to say that i’ve been going after a dream while another dream is going after me and I seem to be running away from it. It’s one of those times when you’re excited and scared in equal parts, and your default position is to doubt your self and why you’re doing the things you’re doing in the first place.
I’m obviously babbling here.
Anyway, my point is, it hasn’t been an easy month for me but I’m getting by. I’m trying not to be too excited, or jaded, or happy, or depressed. In short, I’m trying not to feel anything at all. Life has sent a few surprises my way, like an old friend named Rabbi suddenly keeping in touch again ( wooohoo! I’ve missed you,Rabbi! Please don’t disappear on me again. Haha!); discovering this wordpress app which makes blogging anywhere possible ( I will finally get to maximize the use of this gadget, thank God!); and discovering that there’s still a good part of my heart that believes in love and a good part of my brain that doesn’t counter it.
I still love my life. And maybe when this month is over, I will go back to loving it more.
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