Well, this is with connection on my previous blog entitled "Secret Half Revealed" Now i feel like , im singing im so "damn, damn, damn"! As my friend pointed out, maybe im rushing things, or maybe i should change my perspective of my own life. Looking into it as half filled rather than half emptied.
I tried to validate what she said, and its hard to accept that yes, i feel im waiting my whole life for something, and yes again...lately i have been on the complaining corner.
I know everything was brought by me basking in the thought that if it is meant to be then it should be. My patience always fails me. And as a result, waiting time makes it more unbearable and hurtful.
Sad that things would be different, had i chose to go to Italy 9 years ago. Maybe im not waiting something, someone......impossible now.
To try things on my own gave me the license to own credits....but then, im confused now whether i did the right thing or i had committed suicide.
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