I am a sucker for plan and list.
Would you believed that I maintain an excel of my finances up to the time Clara would be marching off for college. And what's funny is that I considered inflation rates and tuition fee hikes based on the last 10 years trend hahahah... You can call me OC or anything I dont really mind.
Well, finances compared to personal life is easy to managed. I can totally say that with confidence since at the age of 29 i am managing the whole finances of a tmanufacturing company. The perks of having the say, makes everyone be kind to you or I'll be a bitch slashing away part of their budget in the future requests :D. My bad.
As for my personal life. It's basically in mess. That when it comes to mind over heart things, I usually fail. Could it be because I have overused my brain before?? And it reached to a limit of functioning just the mediocre way. And when it comes to moving on, I was always the last one to get over. Not only in relationship but also of ruined friendship. Maybe because I always give whatever I have...in return, when everything fails I will be left with scars and nothing.
Because this past days im quite, if not totally free...i have few times to ponder on relationships gone wrong. And, if at any given time i'll be able to relive the times I can be wif these people. I would.
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