Bestfriend,
Today, I woke up wondering what are you doin and if you are missing me. Blame it last night for sleeping earlier than usual or the surreal feeling I have been discussing wif you vis-our-lunch-skype-time" yesterday. I am a changed girl now :) i'd like to believe. Thanks for your insights and cheers....i am now ready to be happy :) :) and in-love :P
While inside the bus, I saw "magjowa" , sending the message of - we-belong-with-each-other to people. Like those we used to see during our school days when the two of us are very much naiingit, since we dont have respective significant other. Our excuses transpired from being were just being choosy to being the person who wants to focus on studies. Lame excuses we have there dont yah think? Ten years after graduation, we are still single....hahahah.....and haven't think of the best ever excuse till.
I remember the Humanities Class 01 where you took the dare to be the Elvis Presley on one of our presentation. That was I think 2 months after the class started, and as for the snobished-me, it was the first time i got to notice you - the funny and free-spirited you. I was the one who approached you then - you were surprised right im sure , and because you had long been wanting to be friends with me while all i can do is ignore you .....you splurge into treating us to McDonalds :) that very day. It was the first day....and thousands of days follows;
You were present on almost every important turns of my life. That time i run for a seat, the first time my work was published, the scholarship grants, the thesis and all projects i have to painfully defend. It was you I had shared with my first salary treat :) , the person i have made kwento of the things confidential and too personal. You are the best listener one could ever have.....and as for the airtime I always need - a starbucks mocha frapp is enough. Could i ever thank you enough?
On my first date, you were there to send me to the resto. feeling like a big bro - you told me that the guy i will be dating was a waste of time. you actually and truly does not like him i know. look what happened for not listening to you...hahahaha! And for the love affair I am into now - i appreciate you acknowledging me being happy. And as for the future mishaps (knock on the wood) please prepare tons of tissues for me and set aside a night of two for me to share my woes. I appreciate your being strict yet allowing me to act as an adult. And even if I can't even assured myself that what im doing is right (feelings maybe) you never judged me. You always regard me as the senseful person albeit cluelessness in love.
All the travel outside Manila and Batangas was a hit when it is with you. I treasured all the Naga to Legazpi road trips, plus all the native bags and pili nuts shopping. The Dagupan trips just to buy my favorite puto and your bagoong. The Baguio adventure, tho you are suffering wif fever...had to accompany your bestfriend on her audit works. We enjoyed Cebu and its famous lechon like its our last day to be alive. And the thousand times you accompany me to sleep in the hotel when i had to travel alone. You were my best travel buddy indeed!
And how can I not love you...how worried you are for not being there wif me in Davao when the "monster" tried to threat me with his presence, the court hearings i have to attend to for being the good auditor., the everyday call when the "plot-against-me" was being laid-off reminding me that it's not the world going against me since I still have you who believed in me. How i wish you are still here with me in just a call whenever i miss you.
And now, that we should be acting like adults, when we have our own little Lorie and Malkiel, when people sees us as successful person ( idontknowhowtheycomeupwiththat) i still needs you more than you needs me.Just like last night, whenever im into the extreme of my emotion - id always like to share it with you. My heartaches, my success...and even the shallow story of why i called Gary "starbucks boss" or when i found a best bargain out of my shopping spree vice.
How can someone thank someone - for being an ultimate knight all through out? For being my pretend-bf all four years of school days :P, and for all the free rides going out and coming to Batangas whenever im having this stupid sumpong of not liking to take the public trasport. Minsan mas feeling mayaman pa ako kesa sayo. Kc anjan ka, at si Spike ang BM na puno ng kalat hahaah...
Ang hirap maging senti. Nakakaiyak.
Forty plus days and its Christmas. I cant think of a gift to buy for you actually. So I promised to draft the poem you are insisting me to do. I dont mind the prize, just knowing you are there cheering up makes me a winner.
Thank you Malk. But i know it isn't enough.
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