27 November 2011

The Letter, The Song & A Friend

Retreat at Cebu was not the conventional retreat I have in mind, nonetheless it made me cry. For 6 million reasons I can share, this will topped them all.

A song from a friend.

When She cries – Restless Heart

The road I have traveled on,
Is paved with good intentions.
It’s littered with broken dreams,
That never quite came true.
When all of my hopes were dying,
Her love kept me trying.
She does her best to hide,
The pain that she’s been through.

When she cries, at night,
And she doesn’t think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,
All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
‘Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.

She’s always been there for me,
Whenever I’ve fallen.
When nobody else believes,
She’ll be there by my side.
I don’t know how she takes it,
Just once, I’d like to make it,
Then there’ll be tears of joy,
That fill her lovin’ eyes.

When she cries, at night,
And she doesn’t think that I can hear her.
She tries, to hide,
All the fear she feels inside.
So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
‘Cos I die a little each time,
When she cries.

So I pray, this time,
I can be the man that she deserves.
‘Cos I die a little each time,


With a short message :

"To the sister I never had,

You know how bad I am putting my emotions into words. So forgive me for being lowsy as I was before, this song will always be true between us. I miss you and Im happy when you are happy."


Going to the retreat is not a popular issue. I didn't told anyone since I didnt have reasons to do so. It was an invitation from a college prof who's juggling a work in judiciary and volunteering into Tuloy. Atty. APS was one of the people whom I have seek help while Im going thru a hard time 6 years ago. And for whatever reason that he remember to invite me maybe devine intervention...at the time Im into again making a major major decision.

And yes, I know each time I cry.......

And for the many times I tried to bail out myself on why I should not be deserving better life, I have someone to show me the truth. Im a drama queen, yet someone as tough as Malk listens. Im a person who lacks in patience yet he was there to wait. Silently crying when I cry, celebrates each big and small success I have, laughing when I laugh.... and not judging me even once.

Kung may isang tao na pwedeng magmahal sakin tulad ng pagmamahal nya, wala na akong dapat ipagalala....but until then,,I'll rest on the fact that my bestfriend is there.....despite
the odds.

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