My Fault

Thank You God.

I have been feeling down lately and I can’t explain reasons.

My career is soaring high – I mean what was with the promotion within four months in the company, having a nice and bright boss, colleagues who care less about your personal issues and free lunch meal J. Add to that is the offer of grant for a Graduate School Studies in NUS and a sure 5 year contract to US. What more can you ask for?

My daughter is well, very well. She’s been healthy all through these years and I am thankful. At this point, that she’s two – she can actually comprehend essence of your talks and what’s not! She can draw shapes and recognize each colors. She know how to count 1 to 20 – though being confused which comes first with 16 and 17 :P.
At two, she can ask her mommy how was my day, and if I have money to buy for her a “white watches”. She will narrate what she did the whole day that passed and would tell me candidly whenever she’s not in the mood to talk to me. She is so adorable – of course.

My family are ok. My parents are busy taking care of Clara and are free from worrying anything. My sisters are waiting for a good offer overseas and might leave the country soon. My other sister’s family is well, having plans of constructing their house soon. And my adorable niece are still healthy , sooo cute and now both schooling.

My finances is catching up. Investing some for our future. Some left over will be for occasional shopping – a bonding between Love and Marie ( my roommates )

My health, other than being chubby ( and cute :p ) is absolutely sound.

My spiritual life has been unchanged since – acknowledging Someone So Powerful Up in Heaven.

Then why im sad?

Maybe I just expect more than I should. My wrong.