i remember blogging about how lucky other people of finding their other half right away... it is like hitting the mega lotto on the first try - and if you cant call that being lucky, then i dont know what it is. unfortunately, i am one of the million who happens to bet a lot of times and loss the same number. as to when i can hit the pot, only God knows.
...while sipping coffee with starbucks boss, out of topic he asked me how can i tell if im in love with the guy or not. ...so with such kind of questioning, i basically do the normal act. have my sweetest smile and just ignore the question. tho my mind started to swirl in search of answer.
...actually, i dont know how to define being in-love. all i know is that whenever i feel happy being with someone then i am in-love (???) is it in-love=happiness ? no of course. cause i know being in-love and being in the relationship takes a lot of effort, sacrifice and patience. because you are exposing to vulnerability of being with a stranger and giving him chance to know who you are. which i think far from bliss. history will tell, that i have defined love the wrong way so many times in the past...
on Archie - tsk! thats all i can say :(
on JF - for thinking things will sort themselves and moon and stars will conived with my hearts desire. for sure it wont :( but let me enjoy the moment some more.
....to wrap up. i pray that i'll be enlightened as to what is the true meaning of loving a person. if it isnt much i want to ask God, for a chance to strike the mega-lotto of love. in the meantime, let (....) and i be together....for the meantime.
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