Two hours after he accepted the request, then exchange chats and confirmed i dont know him. Thank God! Or i'll be red-in-every-bits :P haha,, for i have known those members to be snooty, snob and self-right all the time.
- side story : a member once asked me what time would the rain stop??? fuck! repeat. fuck! tho i always claim being God's favourite GOD doesnt shared me that one kind talent of being precise. go and ask to NEA!!! haha. so, there how i come up with the conclusion that rich people does not = intelligent ones :P
Back to PC,we have exchanges phone numbers and been sms friends, we would talked for hours about nonsensical things on earth. one time - his phone accidentally self-deleted all contact...he search the net for my office phone number just to say he can't sms. sweeeettt :) <3 <3
After that are numerous friendly dates. We would go for star gazing along Henderson Road, numerous drive-thru orders from McDonalds, dinner at No SignBoard where he saw first hand how bitch i can become. (to the poor auntie-who happens to be my victim), the numerous times also that we bought beer and just stay inside the car while chatting and holding hand yiheee :)
I am looking forward to nights when he promised that he would come, for sure i can claim my chocolates yayy!!! im super spoiled to him that whatever whim i tell he would gladly obliged :) im a brat and i need a spoiler. period!
PC and I might be perfect pair, but sometimes u know that something are not meant to be. Or might be that our perfection of being together calls for something else...because the world are intended for non-perfect. Honestly, its a case of "bakit ngayon ka lang dumating" kind of dramas, as for me...what matters the most is that i know that somebody in this planet have found me albeit being late, loved me with my nothingness. loved me with my fullness. (or foolness?) it's better we stayed as friends.
There was this point I waged war with him, and maybe annoyed at my unreasonble whims and reasons he decided to keep quiet and avoided me. it was 4 grueling months of missing him, but i prefer to be submerged on my pride and blockened my points of view.So i battle with my ownself, armed with tears,pride,and a heart that still long to be with him.
I have these vice of deleting numbers of my so-called enemies / not-so close personas / on my phone. Housekeeping of contacts as you would call it. Needless to say, after months of convincing myself i dont need him in my life...i want to check my room upside-down for his number but nothing :( ,, till i saw a common friend who unexpectedly asked about PC. And ur guess is correct, she have his number...
Celebration!!! haha
I then composed a perfunctory message - a shy hi! hello. been a while. how life :)
Heaven must be on my side that day, he right away sent a reply. He missed me also :) happiness!!! :) :)
It's been months after the cold war. I have been nicer :P (my opinion) and we have been better since then. What could be better than having someone to look for the ice cream (which u happens to be looking for weeks already) and when he accidentally saw that flavor while having petrol top-up he would call u and asked to come down for the surprise. thats cuteee. that's love.
and heres the ice cream:
im loved <3
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