Half Time 2011

(pix taken while im self-operating my pimple :P)


And so it’s June. It’s time for me to once again look back on the first half of the year, see what I’ve done, examine if I’m on track with my goals, and plan the next six months.

This year’s different though because of one major factor: I made no concrete plans for this year. Coming from a heartbreaking 2010, I started 2011 with the sole intent of resting and enjoying my life. I had one motto for the year: I will simply let life happen.

And so far, life has happened. I went on several trips, overcame another disappointment (I’ve come to accept the fact that they never stop, and that’s fine), welcomed somebody back in my life (ahem!), and took initial steps (yet again) in my never ending pursuit to be healthy.

But what makes life even better is that I’m slowly hitting my strides again and finding myself opening up to new possibilities. In fact, I’m ready to make plans now. I plan to seriously start living a healthy lifestyle , to finish my career and my lovelife discernment and to act on its result before the last quarter of the year, to save more and make another investment within the year, and to decide once and for all on this one thing that I’ve been putting off for so long.

And if none of these plans go right, or if some of them do not pan out, I plan to be more accepting of God’s plans and to stop arguing with life because I know better now. God has been good to me, so in response, I say:


I wrote this after watching the new AI idol sing the song “I Love You This Big” and I think it’s the perfect response to a God who, for the first half of the year—and way before that, and even way after that— proved and shall prove Himself faithful. On this note, I’m ready for the next half.

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On a less serious note : I realized that,,

1. I have lost 19lbs of anything out from my body and though im not into a perfect shape i am soo happy that atleast my effort is not wasted.

2. That i have been so patient now compared to last year that
2.a I have wage a fight with Prince Charm (huhuhu months of not talking
2.b That Rocky boy has been pissed off once over six months unlike last year averaging of once per week
2.c That people around me has better words to say about me understanding and considering the situation, whatever it is
2.d That i didnt rant on my meager salary.

3. That i havent been to movie house for the last 6 months, and havent bought any bag compared to one per month last year.

Maybe im so over my "kababawan"...