today..day..to..day

(picture of my daughter - which "bigger" boss said, so like me :P)


ok...so i've been active to blogging again lately. one of my friend happened to point out why my blog is more of my thoughts rather than what is happening to me.

well,

1. i still keep the ur-so-old-fashioned diary since grade four that i scribble my angst, my anger, my hopes, my happiness and whatever stupid things happened to me on a daily basis. putting that in my blog, as for me is giving away hundred percent of who i am. which is not ideal. im not hiding behind a facade of make believe, or a nice-worthy-to-introduce-to-ones-mom girl but then again i am still sane to reserve asomething for myself. that for sure will help me control whatever tarnish it could result as per my daily dose of stupiditiness :D

2. it's because i am the simple-unpopular-digit in a population, i had to give my self a stage of my own. where again,,, i can let out everything in my mind, notwithstanding the opinions people will have on the contrary. i dont expect either even a single person to be of same stand at any given point. i still believe i am unique - that makes sense!

but then,

i realized, i can share a little peep on my day-to-day activities (such boring). aside from my very active status - keep changing as my mood swings move - i'll consider letting you into my sooo-normal life.

today.

i had barely two hours sleep last night (i mean this morning),,horrible headache i tell you. the difference now is that i have meds on handy. unlike the other night where i SMSed (A) Prince Charming - who happens to like not really want to help me buy whatever paracetamol. (B) my housemates who im somewhat shy to ask them to go out and buy.

back to today... its a miracle how inspite of lack in sleep i can still be the "nice" me in the office. i had the initiative to greet each accounts people "good morning" and voluntarily step to "starbucks" boss office to greet him. i tell you, its a miralcle. hahaha.

lunch time, my auntie Rosa (our cleaner) peep my door and ask if i want something for lunch. still the "nice" me, i passed to her one bottle of my favorite hazelnut chocolates and tell her for her daughter. and told her anyway that i'll be having lunch outside with "starbucks" boss :) yeeehhhh happiness!

as planned while we have a short chit chat wif "starbucks" boss, we went out for lunch to Bugis. i always ask him what so special about Bugis that we need to travel that far everytime he wants to treat lunch. on the side, Bugis HAS been soo special also to me once. it's a place where i felt loved.abandoned.loved again.be-friending-the-culprit.loved.and now...no news hahaha... its my call where i want to eat,,, your guess is right - KFC :) so so obvious hahaha

my "starbucks" boss cue up while im busy watching couples (hmmmnn..poluted mind) around. it happens that i realize its just the two of us also :P are they thinking what im thinking? hehehe...malicious mind... when i saw him approaching he had this "paste-wide-smile" and ask what am i thinking to bring me to smile :) yayyy how can i tell him??? with being prejudice to my own? so just told him i just remember the book i read, there start the conversation...

lunch is only till one, but since i am with "starbucks" boss no worries all the more. we reached office by two, just sign cheques which Pei Li left at my table before she left for the day. now im blogging. would you call me an irresponsible Budget Management Officer? (by the way thats is my title).... as i am drafting this blog i am listening to Gloc9 songs via youtube... such a good life! and im such a spoiled with "starbucks' boss on the thow :D happiness.

my horrible headache is now history, unless it damned visit me again tonite :(
hope upon hope...NOT